16.11.08

Returned to my Holy Family choir today. felt out of place, its only been 1month plus since i absented from there and there are so many changes. Everytime i go for choir, i feel a sense of misplace. It's like i dun belong there. i have nothing to converse with the people there, they have nothing to converse with me, its like me being there is juz nothing. probably coz i cant play any musical instruments. Every Sunday, i juz go for choir practice, attend mass, and dismiss. There isnt interaction with the other choir mates at all. its like so cold there!! im now contemplating whether shld i quit the choir after Christmas, since my objective was to experience the Christmas spirit in a Church organisation.

SO HOW??? shld i quit the choir after Christmas or persist? hmmm.....